New Years Blues

So It’s now New years eve and I feel like crap. I can’t get the ex off my damn brain. The sad part is that I have been getting dates and offers for dates left and right. Now I am not bragging at all. I am not some hot guy or great catch. It just seems that I am that nice guy that most women love to meet. Not date just meet mind you. Yea but for some reason my mind keeps going back to thinking of her. Hell I really can’t stand it. I am trying to be the strong one and say I don’t care and let her do all the crap she wants it doesn’t bother me. But as I am not sleeping and really can’t eat I feel like some love sick puppy. I so just want to get on with my life without her or get it settled and not have to deal with it any more. I know tonight is going to be the worst of it because it’s new years. OH Damn I sound like a wuss. I should just take my nads and hand them over I don’t think I need them any more.