Just venting a bit.

Would someone tell me what the hell is up with depression? I mean I had a good weekend. I went out drinking and met up with a few very nice females that I can have some good times with. But damn I can’t get over this depression I have my friends that try to cheer me up and take me out to have some fun. But as of Monday morning I just can’t shake this damn feeling. I mean is it to the point where I want to do something really bad to myself? Nah it’s not I understand that to do something like that would make it even harder for everyone else in my family. This is one of the reasons that I write this blog. It’s a very cheap way to have therapy without going and sitting on that couch. Not that I have anything against therapy just I like being able to say anything I want and people not really knowing who is the person on the other end. So in the end I guess we all live life and it has its ups and downs. What makes us stronger is how we deal with those ups and downs. As of right now I am dealing with it by writing and putting my thoughts down. By voicing them and letting them out because I can tell you this much, I have one ulcer from keeping things bottled up. No reason to get another one and then I would really wipe out my chances of staying healthy.