When is this tunnel going to end?

Wow, I just came to the point in life where I am not sure I care anymore. For some reason I was looking at a calendar the other day and noticed that I have not had a permanent job for over a year now. The reason this has come to the point where I don’t care anymore is because it’s been a year of interviewing and some of the interviews I though when great. The next thing I know I don’t hear a damn thing from anyone. Up into this point only one place has said yes we would like you to come and work for us. Well that was just BS. They kept me waiting for an offer letter for 9 GOD DAMN WEEKS. Every week they would say we are getting it ready to send out to you thank you for being patient. Well it seems that was all bull. At the end of the 9 weeks and me calling and emailing every week, I get a call asking if I would mind coming in and meeting with someone else. What the hell? What do you mean meeting with someone else? I could have sworn that I was told I had a job and was waiting for an offer letter, not still interviewing for the position. In this interview I was told that some how the position that I was told I had was now back up in the air. They were trying to decide between me in a lower position or someone else in a higher position. Ok, now I am not even in the running with someone for the same position. I am competing with someone with more experience for a different position then they are going for? My god this makes no damn sense what so ever. So that brings me to the point where I am at right now. After 10 months of looking for a job. 9 weeks of waiting to start said job that I though I had. It’s time to start at the beginning all over again. At this point I have had 3 interviews and all of them seem to have gone really well. Yea but I so can’t get all that happy about getting the interviews. All I can do at this point is go through the motions. I had a friend get me an interview and it seemed like a good one and it was a good position for a good company. As a matter of fact I have two friends working for this company already. So I can only hope that I have a better than good chance at this position. Ok I need something to get me out of this funk and it has better be female, cute and very friendly. OH well I can only hope at this point.