How to lose your mind slowly

Man I am just slacking with the blog lately. It would seem that life might be getting the better of me these days. It’s getting harder and harder to find the time to do all the things that I want to get done. It seems that I might have to fall back to the one stereotype that all men fear. Moving back in with the folks, after ten years on my own it’s coming to the point where I have no other choice but to do this. Lets see now, 1. I like video games. 2. I really like computers. 3. I am single and the topper I have a dead-end job. Oh man can you say winner? Yea I don’t know how much lower things will get but at this point I will just have to wait and find out. It’s a really interesting feeling to know that your life is going downhill fast and you have no control over it. It’s kind of like an out of body experience. I mean unlike say if you are taking drugs or addicted to something else like alcohol. It’s just that things don’t work out and you can’t really see where they went all weird. I am going to have to keep sane some how not sure how at this moment but we will see.

St. Patrick drinking.

Wow I made it back alive. It’s been a while life just seems to have been running me ragged these days. So let’s see what have I been up to since the last post? Not really much, I have kind of been lying low a little under the radar at this point. I guess I was trying to save it all up for St. Patrick day. Let’s just start off by saying that booze at 6AM is a wonderful thing. The local radio station was having a nice little event at a pub near the beach. You know what it wasn’t just near the beach it was 3 feet from the sand down here in Hermosa Beach. Let me just tell you that what they say about California girls is all true. They love any excuse to drink and be bad I love them. The day started out kind of slow. But hey it was 5am not many people were even awake yet. But once the bar opened up at 6 the fun began. I have noticed that radio programs bring out two types of women for things. You get the girls that come with their boyfriends and are the ones that will be doing the driving home later. Then you have the girls that are there to drink as much as they can and really don’t care what happens as long as they have fun. Now this may be just stereotyping but that does seem like what is mostly going on. The women love these things and they all came out and it was great. That part of the day lasted 4 hours. 4 hours of laughing with old friends and making new ones. I waited for a couple of hours before I decided to go home. But home is not really where I wanted to go. I went to a friends bar. I love having a friend that owns a bar. They always hook you up. But before hand I have got to get some food since drinking with no food is a bad idea. Once I have filled my belly I am happy. Now off to drink some more. My friend brings jello shots to the bar. Now I have one hell of a weakness for Jello shots. Why you might ask? Because I never know when I have had too many Jello shots. They sneak up on you. You always get that one shot too many. Another four and half hours later with untold jello shots and a few beers. I am now trying to figure out why is it that I feel like I can see through walls and leap tall buildings? OH and that I’m the sexiest man in the Bar. All the women love me so I am all good. Lets just say that I am so glad that I knew about 80% of the people in the bar. Otherwise this really could have been embarrassing. I woke up the next morning in bed with one of the girls from the bar. OH god I am so glad that when I woke up and prayed that she was at least cute I got my wish. She was one of the hotties that I have been talking to and wanting to go out with for a while now. Now all you perverted monkeys listen up. Nothing happened but the two of us making out for most of the night before passing out. Woke up with my pants on and a hottie in my arms. Hell now that is a great way to wake up.

One hell of a show.

Wow what a week I have been having. Let me see I need to catch up from the last post. Hey Officer didn’t get the 22 year old to go but we made plans to go out this weekend and I will let you in on all the details. LOL So for some reason I couldn’t get anyone to drop everything they were doing on Thursday and go with me to see my Cirque Du Soleil show. Hell so what if I was asking people at the last moment they should drop all plans and children responsibilities and go have some fun. LOL So what do I do I put up an ad on Craig’s list and see if any female want a free ticket to go to the show. Hell it’s worth a shot and I’ve really got nothing to lose so there. Well a very nice lady responded and we agreed to meet up and she would give her the ticket. LOL now this is where it gets good. Seems this woman while not a prude she wasn’t the most outgoing vocal person in the world. Now let me set the scene for you. Uptight woman going to meet two people that she has never talked to before at a bikini bar that she has never heard of before. The girl that is going is a waitress at said bar and is very loud and very foul mouth. LOL to say the new girl was weirded out would have to be an understatement. My friend from the bar cusses like a sailor on leave at a whore house. And the more she drinks the worst it gets so to me it was funny to watch. Like a train wreck, you just can’t turn away and not watch. Now the funny thing is I know for a fact that some of the other people that I had asked would have no problem with this girl and would have seen it just like I did. But the girl from online oh man you would have though she had no clue where she was. Great stuff to say the least. We get to our seats and I swear I know the guy that we are setting next too. I have seen this guy before I know it. Now I try in my best I am not staring at you guy look try and figure it out. Oh damn It’s that guy Steve from 90210. LOL Damn I am reliving the 90’s again. The guy is alright just sat there and had a great time with this very very hot blond and enjoyed the show. I talked to him a couple of times and he didn’t act all uptight and snooty at all. Over all it was a great night of fun. Plan on doing it again very soon that is something I can count on.

wow and then that happend

What a hell of a week. Damn when it rains is pours and it’s been raining in Southern California. Yea I know you have all heard the stories and I am here to tell you that it really does rain out here. Not much but it does happen from time to time. Well I found out that I didn’t get one of the jobs that I was going for. It kind of sucks how I found out but I can’t be that upset really. I found out by one of the guys that I work with now saying that he was putting in his 2 week notice to go to another job. That’s right the same one that I was going for. I know this guy and he knows what he is doing so if I had to lose a job to someone I don’t mind that it was him. Now the good news the same day that I heard this news I get a call from another headhunter that found my resume some where and he hit me up and wanted to talk to me. Hot damn with one door closing I have another one opening.
Now for the funny part of my week. I was planning to go to a show with these two females. Both of these ladies work in a bikini bar that I go to. They are both hotties, now we were going to a Cirque Du Soleil show. Now you might have noticed that I said we “were” going to go. LOL seems that one of the girls was really really bad and got arrested. So she is down for the count for 30 days. Hell I got the tickets so it’s her lost I didn’t tell her to do something stupid so oh well. Now I just have to find someone to go with. I asked my new lady friend but she can’t get the night off and won’t be able to go. I was really going to make some brownie points with this. Now I did have a friend that goes to the bar that my friend owns and I am waiting to hear back from her. But it’s looking good. She is 12 years younger then me but hell I think I might be able to make that into a good thing. LOL I will have to tell you all how all this go this weekend. It’s going to be one hell of a weekend. LOL

March 3rd Part 2

Damn second post in one day it really must be a busy day. Well It's funny I just got a phone call from a headhunter I know. She just called me about a position of QA manager. Hell that's all good and great where is the job? Shanghai, China Oh damn, what a trip to go on for a job. It would be for a 2 year contract and a giant bucket of money. They are talking about paying for housing, visa, traveling expenses Plus a really big bonus Oh now this is going to be a fun time for me.

More of the same

Oh god life can be difficult sometimes. Damn I met this really nice girl and I am not sure just how to deal with her. Well that isn’t really the truth I do know how the deal with her. I just don’t know what I am going to do. At this point in my life I have nothing to offer this girl. Hell I don’t have a steady job. Even though I am looking, oh on a side note my two of the 3 interviews went really good. One they didn’t think I was a good fit, which I didn’t care because I though the same thing of them. Now back to my story. I also have no place to take her. I lost my place about 6 months ago when it was either that or my car and I have to get back and forth to work. So what am I doing now? Sleeping on the couch at an ex’s place. OH so much fun I tell you. Hell I feel like I did when I was going to school. I was sure that I had read somewhere that things were suppose to get better as you got older not worst. Well I really shouldn’t be all that down. It’s not like she doesn’t know any of this. I have told her what is going on in my life and what I am doing to change them. And at least I am not living with my parents then I would really be looking to turn on the car and sit in the garage with the door closed. Wow so I am guessing I will just have to take it one day at a time and just wait and see if I get one of these jobs. Oh that would just my year right then and there.