More of the same

Oh god life can be difficult sometimes. Damn I met this really nice girl and I am not sure just how to deal with her. Well that isn’t really the truth I do know how the deal with her. I just don’t know what I am going to do. At this point in my life I have nothing to offer this girl. Hell I don’t have a steady job. Even though I am looking, oh on a side note my two of the 3 interviews went really good. One they didn’t think I was a good fit, which I didn’t care because I though the same thing of them. Now back to my story. I also have no place to take her. I lost my place about 6 months ago when it was either that or my car and I have to get back and forth to work. So what am I doing now? Sleeping on the couch at an ex’s place. OH so much fun I tell you. Hell I feel like I did when I was going to school. I was sure that I had read somewhere that things were suppose to get better as you got older not worst. Well I really shouldn’t be all that down. It’s not like she doesn’t know any of this. I have told her what is going on in my life and what I am doing to change them. And at least I am not living with my parents then I would really be looking to turn on the car and sit in the garage with the door closed. Wow so I am guessing I will just have to take it one day at a time and just wait and see if I get one of these jobs. Oh that would just my year right then and there.