What are the Lotto numbers??

Why is it when it rains it pours? There is never a happy medium to how a life can go. My last post I was just in the dumps and ready to just lose it and go on a rampage. That was about two weeks ago. As of right now not much has changed but I am feeling a bit better. The reason that I am feeling better is that the loser tattoo on my forehead seems to be fading. Within the last week and a half I have had three interviews, one recruiter called me to see if I was interested in a position in Canada. I would have to say that this is a good week when it comes to opportunities. At least in my head these are all good things. I am going to stick with that and keep myself sane.
Now the other thing that has been going kind of well is women. Why the hell is it that women find me most appealing when I can’t do a god damn thing about it? Hell I have been having women flirting, coming on to me. Hey this could all be in my mind but damn the amount of phone numbers I have gotten lately would say it’s not. The coffee shop that I go to the young lady behind the counter has really become very friendly over the last couple of times I have been there. Also as of two days ago I now have a date. I am thinking of going on a bike ride to the beach. Hell no need for a car for that and I live close enough that I can pull this off. Oh damn maybe this is a turn for the better. I do have to say something. I can’t believe Los Angeles public transportation sucks beyond measure. My god I can’t believe that there are people like this outside of some strange sitcom on TV. Well let’s see there was the woman with a bible that was thumbing it at people as they got on the bus. Which to tell the truth it didn’t really bother me until she saw a building with the words “out of the closet” on it. Now let me tell you about LA. I would say we have a very huge gay community. Now the gay community has a “goodwill” type of store where they sell things like old clothes and things to help raise money for people that are sick. I for one think that is great and anything that you can do to help others it great. I can only guess that this woman knew that what this store was about and wanted to show the build what it was like to read the bible. The sad part about this she wasn’t one of the stranger people that I ran into that day. There were the 3 guy guys that dressed like they were going to the gay pride parade. Then there was the class of special Ed guys I am guessing going home from a school trip. Or the two of the special Ed kids making out in the front of the bus. Then there was the guy that may have been all of 25 but you could only tell the drugs have made his brain into Swiss cheese so badly that his body is no useless. And the worst part of all this, most of these people found that there was a need to come and sit by me and try to talk to me. On a bus I am mad enough that I have to use it. I really don’t want to talk to anyone and really not to someone that just escaped from Joker’s house of cast-offs. Oh man let me hit those lotto numbers and soon.