Damn it back to the Trenches

Ok its official I am a dork. It would seem that I have chased off another one and I am not really sure I know why. I mean what woman doesn’t like seven phone calls a day to say nothing or to see what she is doing? I mean what guy doesn’t look through a girl he likes window while she is dressing. I am very sure that she didn’t see me so it’s not like she knew I was there. I mean why should I let a little thing like a court order keep me away from the woman that I love?

Ok now that I have gotten that out of my system. I have got to tell you this has been the week from hell and I can’t believe that I survived it without going off the deep end. The reason for the rant above is that for some reason I date women that love to do a disappearing acts. Everything seems fine one moment then the next thing you know you never hear from them again. I mean I am the first person to say hey I have been really busy. But hey an IM or phone call just to respond to the IM you sent them 2 days ago would have been nice. As long as I have been dating and into the opposite sex, I don’t know why we can’t just put what’s going on out there. If you are not into the other person then act that way. Don’t just go through the motions of a date. I mean I have been on dates where I have said you know what this isn’t going to work. Or hell even to put a nice spin on it just make an excuse and make so that they know I am not interested. If I am interested in someone I have no problem telling them and I feel that both people should be on the same page. Oh well what can I say back to the bar, websites and markets to find the woman of my dreams.

Damn I hate dating.

The one and only thing I will never in my life ever understand are women. I would really love to meet a female that not only tells you just what is on her mind but be honest about if she likes you are not. We men go through all this crap to try and impress you women and most of the time we have no idea if we are or not. I mean if you don’t like us then hell just say so or at the least act like you don’t like us. Don’t lead a guy on and then just avoid him. Ok as you can tell things are not all shiny and good over in gamer land. The girl that I was talking about in the last post “Seems” to be avoiding me for some unknown reason. Now it really could just be me over thinking the whole thing but it’s just funny that I have not heard from her since I asked her to go out with a couple of friends of mine and she said that she couldn’t because she was busy. Now I really should say that before we left each other on Friday she had mentioned that she was going to busy over the next two weeks because she is Graduating with her Masters. See this is my problem over the last year and half I have dated some of the craziest, insane nutjobs in the world. So I have become a little gun shy until things really get on solid ground. And before that I was in a relationship that just got too comfortable. So when you find a girl that you like and that seems to like you I am the type of guy that really wants to hold on to her. I mean damn this is the same woman that in the two times we have been together we have talked for about a total of about 8 hours. I mean we really did click and I would love to keep seeing her that is for damn sure. But I guess I am going to have to learn how to really date again because I am for sure not doing it right this way that is for damn sure. Damn I knew there was a reason that I hated dating.

Now this is Dating

Now for something really different. The reason behind this blog is dating. I have not been dating much so I really haven’t put too much time into talking about it. But that has all changed. I told you all about the nightclub that I went to not too long ago. Well I did meet a nice girl there. We will call her MT; she is the most upfront girl that I have met in a while. The first night we were together we talked for about 3 hours straight. It’s great to find someone that you can not only talk to but that you have a really bond with. We had so much in common it was amazing. One of the funniest things was that she works in the same building and on the same floor that I use to work. It’s just one of the things that we talked about the first night. We just had our second date last night and I can’t stop thinking about her. We spent 5 hours of talking to tell you the truth it was an even better evening than the first. We really got to know each other our likes and dislikes. As of right now we are going to have fun and take thinks as they come. But for the first time in months I am enjoying dating again. Wow so this is what it means to be happy. I like it.

Momma what is Game?????

Yea I know I know I am late with the update on just how the weekend went. It would seem that for the most part that is when all kinds of interesting crap happen to me. Take this past weekend for example. I was again placed on homeless leave since my “roommate” had family in town. So I spent most of last week trying to find a decent hotel that didn’t have blood on the walls and too may bums in the parking lot. So I call around and get different prices but nothing that I can afford for the 4 days that I am going to need the room. Then I find it a room and an area that isn’t all that bad. It’s near where I live so just how bad could it be. When Friday came along and I was going to check in I almost lost it. My god this place was worst than the worst. There is no way that I was going to stay in this rat hole for 4 days. So then I borrow my friend’s car and drive around trying to find some other hotel/motel that I stay in. All I have to say is Motel 6 is a wonderful place. Cheap clean rooms and there are so many around. So now I have a place to stay what the hell am I going to do with myself for the weekend? Well I had been reading about this night club by my place. From the stories it was an out and out meat market type of place. The kind of place you have only heard about in the blown out stories told in a frat house or locker room. Now this is the internet so I guess I only believed about half of what I read anyway. Well it turns out that this was the one time that the internet came through with the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth. Now I have always said that I am not the smoothest guy around. Yea I am not afraid to go up and talk to a girl or hit on a girl but more times than not I am going home alone and without a phone number. Friday night I think the only way for that to happen was for me to pass out in the parking lot. I was getting hit on left and right. And for me this is very very rare to be honest. And damn if I didn’t love every minute of it. Yea what guy wouldn’t? The crowd was a mix of people between 25 to about 40 years old and a good looking crowd to tell the truth. So I think that this is going to become the hang out to tell you the truth. Hell I might move in next door if I could have a night half as good as I did on Friday. Hell you know what I am going to stop right there since really nothing could have top the beginning of the weekend. Why go into the rest of it and take the image of all the fun times I had out of my own mind. Until something better happens and I can write about it I am off for now.