Damn it back to the Trenches

Ok its official I am a dork. It would seem that I have chased off another one and I am not really sure I know why. I mean what woman doesn’t like seven phone calls a day to say nothing or to see what she is doing? I mean what guy doesn’t look through a girl he likes window while she is dressing. I am very sure that she didn’t see me so it’s not like she knew I was there. I mean why should I let a little thing like a court order keep me away from the woman that I love?

Ok now that I have gotten that out of my system. I have got to tell you this has been the week from hell and I can’t believe that I survived it without going off the deep end. The reason for the rant above is that for some reason I date women that love to do a disappearing acts. Everything seems fine one moment then the next thing you know you never hear from them again. I mean I am the first person to say hey I have been really busy. But hey an IM or phone call just to respond to the IM you sent them 2 days ago would have been nice. As long as I have been dating and into the opposite sex, I don’t know why we can’t just put what’s going on out there. If you are not into the other person then act that way. Don’t just go through the motions of a date. I mean I have been on dates where I have said you know what this isn’t going to work. Or hell even to put a nice spin on it just make an excuse and make so that they know I am not interested. If I am interested in someone I have no problem telling them and I feel that both people should be on the same page. Oh well what can I say back to the bar, websites and markets to find the woman of my dreams.