Adventures in Public Transportation

Damn B, two post in two days you must have been busy. Well I have to tell you people I just had to write today. Since losing my car I have had to rely on public transportation to get around. Well that friends and rental cars. So the most adventure filled day was yesterday. Now the thing about catching a bus is that you have to leave early because they are never on time. They are either early, late or don’t come at all. You have got to love it and people wonder why we in California don’t take public transportation more. It’s too damn unreliable. Now to what I have noticed while taken the bus. I have notice that people in smaller cars think a bus can stop on a dime. Yesterday my bus almost ran over a smaller car because It though she could squeeze through and cut off the bus. Now I say almost because the back wheel of the bus was about to go up onto the hood of the car if people didn’t yell at the bus driver to stop. Yes the bus did hit the car and the funny thing about it the driver of the car got mad at the bus. Now I don’t know about anyone else but damn if you try to cut off a bus and you get hit in the process why the hell would you get mad? It’s your own damn fault. Yea she was upset that the bus didn’t let her pass and let her cut it off. OH by the way this is the first of two buses that I have to catch. Now the second bus was right in front of us when this all took place. So not only did my bus get into an accident my second bus decided that it was in too much of a hurry to stop and pick up the people that it knew were on the first bus. So boys and girls we had a choice wait for the next bus, walk up a couple of blocks and catch another bus or wait until they got all this cleared up and then continuing on this bus. Now remember what I said in the beginning the buses all run either late or early never on time. Well it would seem that the next bus was running early so we got on that one. OH how I love the human race.

Kick the Blind man for being Stupid

I never knew this before but I am an idiot. A very very blind idiot at that. I have been bitching and moaning over dating but not noticing what is right in front of me. It would seem that I have a friend that has been interested in me for a while. But my silly butt didn’t see her as anything more than a friend. Well wait let me back up. I did see her as more than a friend but I though she was taken. And while I really never did ask her about it, I was missing out. Well after this week it seems like a few things have been cleared up. One she doesn’t have a boyfriend. The guy that I though was her boyfriend was just a “special” friend. And yes the special is what you think. But he didn’t want anymore from her and she wanted more. Second she has been into me for a while and just didn’t think I was interested in her that way. This might have been because I am too nice of a guy and once I though she had a man I backed off. Now at this point I know I should have maybe gave it a try and asked her out. I could have bypassed all the crap I have had to deal with over the last 9 months. I can not believe that I have been wasting my time chasing women that were so wrong for me. Between the girl that I knew had never been faithful in her life. To the girl that could talk a good game but in the end she was just as big a flake as anyone. Right in front of me is a girl that is low maintenance very cute and for the most part has her head on right. Our first date as something other than friends will be this weekend and I am looking forward to it. Now I am telling you I am not singing the wedding bell song at all. I am just amazed that I could overlook someone standing right in my face to try and find a relationship online or some other places. Just goes to show that sometimes the best things are staring you right in your face.

A short but sweet Rant

Ok, so I was trying to think of what the hell I was going to write about this week. I am trying not to be too detailed about all the crap happens to me but it really has been a crap filled life since I last posted. I have had BS people come in and out of my damn life. Why can’t people just stop being so fake and just say what is on their mind? I can’t believe how I can find all the damn flakes. I am going on a rant because of these people and I don’t think I will be off my soap box in a while. I have no want or need to meet anyone else if this is what it is like. I think next time I fill in a online add it's just going to say. "I'm seeking someone that is not full of Crap to start with."

Where did it all go wrong.

Well I have found out something very important about my life. What did I find out? That my life sucks big time. I also noticed that in my life I have had either one thing or another to take the place of a real life. I have either been a workaholic or in a relationship and they have taken the place of having a real life on my own. I have put either the job or the girlfriend in front of everything and they have replaced whatever was the missing part. I didn’t realize this until the last couple of days. At the moment I don’t really have either of those options to fall back on and it’s really hurting me. Both mentally and physically, I mean hell I am sick most of the time. I am drinking more than I have in a while. Hell depression can just wreak havoc on a person. It’s funny I can fake it really well while I am out with my friends but the moment I am alone again it’s like I am stuck in a bottomless pit. Now at this point all I can do is look back on my life and think of all the mistakes I have made. Hell I know now that some of the mistakes were of my own choosing but damn. Like they say hindsight is 20/20. I know I should have fought when I just gave up. At this point it’s all I can do to keep going. Well now that I have gotten that off my chest I should feel better but damn I don’t. oh well time to figure something else out.