Kick the Blind man for being Stupid

I never knew this before but I am an idiot. A very very blind idiot at that. I have been bitching and moaning over dating but not noticing what is right in front of me. It would seem that I have a friend that has been interested in me for a while. But my silly butt didn’t see her as anything more than a friend. Well wait let me back up. I did see her as more than a friend but I though she was taken. And while I really never did ask her about it, I was missing out. Well after this week it seems like a few things have been cleared up. One she doesn’t have a boyfriend. The guy that I though was her boyfriend was just a “special” friend. And yes the special is what you think. But he didn’t want anymore from her and she wanted more. Second she has been into me for a while and just didn’t think I was interested in her that way. This might have been because I am too nice of a guy and once I though she had a man I backed off. Now at this point I know I should have maybe gave it a try and asked her out. I could have bypassed all the crap I have had to deal with over the last 9 months. I can not believe that I have been wasting my time chasing women that were so wrong for me. Between the girl that I knew had never been faithful in her life. To the girl that could talk a good game but in the end she was just as big a flake as anyone. Right in front of me is a girl that is low maintenance very cute and for the most part has her head on right. Our first date as something other than friends will be this weekend and I am looking forward to it. Now I am telling you I am not singing the wedding bell song at all. I am just amazed that I could overlook someone standing right in my face to try and find a relationship online or some other places. Just goes to show that sometimes the best things are staring you right in your face.