The damn Holidays.

Damn I can’t believe what kind of week I have had. I still have not found out about the job yet. The biggest problem being that it was a holiday week so you know no one worked the full week. But yet I am in a hurry to find a job. So of course since I am in a hurry no one else is. Isn’t that always the way? On another side the love life has taken one interesting turn. As of right now I have no less then four female friends open to dating. Now before the female friends that I have get up in arms. I said they are open to dating not that I am dating them. Right now I am not dating anyone really. I put the love life on hold just because life just sucks. Well things other then the love life. I met two of the women off of a dating website. My profile had been up there for about 2 months I had all but given up hope of meeting anyone off of those sites. Another woman I just ran into her and started talking with her. Again not really looking for anything but just striking up a conversation with someone. The worst part about all of this is that it’s the holiday season. Now I am not the happiest person this time of year anyway. But being alone does makes it all the more pissed. It’s been one of the worst years I have ever had. I find myself not knowing where and when life took the wrong turn. It’s like one moment I was well on my way with my career and love life. The next moment everything is going wrong. I do have a plan to make everything right. As a matter of fact I have a list. I am working on the list and getting a new job is number one on that list. Once that is done oh man look out, the items on the list will just start falling off. So once number one through three are taken care of I will be in a better position to have a much better love life. At least that is the plan. But as we all know when it comes to best laid plans. Hell I might go out tomorrow and run into my soul mate. Do I really think that will really happen? Hell no. but who am I to dictate where and when I meet someone?

It's been a slow week I guess.

Ok so I have been a little under wraps lately. Mostly because nothing has really gone on lately. I have just been going to work and trying to really focus on trying to find another job. Yea so it’s been kind of a slow month so far. And to tell the truth I am so not too worried about it. I have an interview on the 15th and if it goes well I will have not only a new job. But I also will be on my way to getting my own place at the beginning of the year. I really can’t believe that this year is almost up. I mean damn it seems like just yesterday I was on a flight to Boston for another job interview. Or I had just gotten back in touch with someone that I though was really important to me. Yea well we grow up and get rid of the fairy tails. I have decided what I am going to do on my birthday. No matter what I am going to Las Vegas. I am going to do something I have never done before. I am going to pay for my room before I leave to go on my trip. And save up some money to go on vacation with. No more playing it by ear crap. I am going to pay for a room and get tickets for a show ahead of the time. But I do know that I am going to have four months to find a date to go with though. It’s not really all that big of a deal because I do have a back up friend to go with if I don’t find a date. So getting someone to go with is not a problem at all. Just how I am going to spend my nights will be the issue. LOL Yes yea I know I am sounding like a huge pervert that is only looking for some sex. But you know what if I am not dating anyone serious by that time. I am so going to be one hell of a horny f’ker. Birthdays come once years so I am for sure going to have as much fun as I can that one time a year. Time to get back to the work search until something else half as exciting comes up.

Halloween time

Ok, I am over the whole feeling like an ass thing now. I have moved passed that and come to understand that while I should be sad for what is happing with this person. It doesn’t make up for the fact that she is who she is. So moving along now. Last week I was talking with Bronco (this is her name since she is a huge fan) and we are still trying to set up a date where we can go out. Damn nothing worst then having to fight each other schedules. For the most part she really is a nice girl. A big high strung but nice all together. Now I do love Halloween for the same reasons all men over the age of 16 do. We love to see the women coming out as Sexy whatever. Halloween is the time when women find it fun to let out there inner harlot. And as any red-blooded male I think it’s a great thing. Limo girl just sent me a picture of her costume. Damn I have seen her in her underwear but for some reason this sexy snow white costume was out of this world. I mean damn damn damn. I keep going back to it and looking. Maybe I might have to rethink the whole too much drama thing about her. There was another girl that worked at the same bar. I have wanted to talk with her more but just never had the nerves to do it. Well it seems she was thinking the same thing. So we exchanged numbers and it’s been interesting. She is a very smart girl and we are at the point where we are really trying to get to know each other. I think that is where I am at right now. I want to get to know a girl before I jump into anything with them. From now on I am going to put off the sex until I really get to know the girl. LOL yea yea I laughed at myself for even thinking that also. Yea well back to the fun fun times at work.