The damn Holidays.

Damn I can’t believe what kind of week I have had. I still have not found out about the job yet. The biggest problem being that it was a holiday week so you know no one worked the full week. But yet I am in a hurry to find a job. So of course since I am in a hurry no one else is. Isn’t that always the way? On another side the love life has taken one interesting turn. As of right now I have no less then four female friends open to dating. Now before the female friends that I have get up in arms. I said they are open to dating not that I am dating them. Right now I am not dating anyone really. I put the love life on hold just because life just sucks. Well things other then the love life. I met two of the women off of a dating website. My profile had been up there for about 2 months I had all but given up hope of meeting anyone off of those sites. Another woman I just ran into her and started talking with her. Again not really looking for anything but just striking up a conversation with someone. The worst part about all of this is that it’s the holiday season. Now I am not the happiest person this time of year anyway. But being alone does makes it all the more pissed. It’s been one of the worst years I have ever had. I find myself not knowing where and when life took the wrong turn. It’s like one moment I was well on my way with my career and love life. The next moment everything is going wrong. I do have a plan to make everything right. As a matter of fact I have a list. I am working on the list and getting a new job is number one on that list. Once that is done oh man look out, the items on the list will just start falling off. So once number one through three are taken care of I will be in a better position to have a much better love life. At least that is the plan. But as we all know when it comes to best laid plans. Hell I might go out tomorrow and run into my soul mate. Do I really think that will really happen? Hell no. but who am I to dictate where and when I meet someone?