damn Myspace. I can never hide.

Hot damn so I am back online. All the computer problems over with and I am glad of this. I had a lot of stuff to write about that has been going on in my life over the last couple of weeks. But I have decided not to. What I am going to write about is the plague that is Myspace. This website has turned into something that no one can escape. If you don’t want someone in your pass to find you, don’t join this damn site. Now the reason I bring this up. I have never been a shy guy about the women I have dated or how things may have ended. I have had relationships just die and I have had them explode with the force of a supernova. But I have to say being on Myspace has taught me something very important. It has taught me that time does heal all. And the fact that I have ex-girlfriends from back when I was 18 years old. I am now 36 years old. The topper was my girlfriend from when I was 18 just found me on myspace. This is someone that I never though I would ever see again.
I can’t believe just how many of my ex-girlfriends are on my friends list right now. And I am kind of happy that I have come in contact with all of them again. It’s always interesting to talk to an ex given any amount of time afterward. There is one that I though I would hate till the end of time. There is another woman that I though oh well time to move on. I mean all of these women meant a lot to me. I am guessing that I must have been at least a good guy back then for them to contact me again. Hell at the very least maybe I was good in the sack. I don’t know what or why they might have looked me up online but I can tell you that I am happy about it. If only for the reason that I really did miss them. And if any of them do happen to read my blog I want you to know this. They have all had a hand in making me the guy that I am today. For better or for worst. And if anyone thinks they did a bad job please tell them it’s all their fault.

Damn that is alot of Cats

Wow this has been one hell of an interesting start to the New Year. Not so much has happened to me but I have seen some weird crap. Now this won’t be in any real order but I am going to start with what I saw just this morning. I step off the bus at a little liquor store. I walk in and get my drink like I do almost every more. Now when I come outside I look over to a brand new car. I saw the car and the woman driving the car. An older heavy set woman with a skirt and top that might be a little bit too damn small. But I come out of the store and notice that there are two people in this brand new car and they are going at it like teenagers. Now this parking lot is not that big. They are about 15 yards from the front door of the store. As a matter of fact a couple of Swat officers just walked out of the place and are now talking at the front door. I mean damn I know people want to break-in a new car but damn I guess they really couldn’t wait to do it. Now that was just this morning and it was a mind bender. Now the other strange thing I saw was this homeless woman. It’s not that she is homeless that is strange. She is living in her car right now. But it seems that she has roommates in her car with her. Her roommates? About 4 or 5 cats I have not counted but I have seen at least 4 with movement of at least another 2 within the car. This care is a sub-compact and it’s filled with cats, clothes and kitty boxes. I just find it very interesting that someone would put more care for pets then they would for themselves. Oh and the other thing is she had a cell phone so there has to be some kind of money coming in somewhere.
Just seems that some people don’t have an idea of what is in the real world. I mean I don’t know if this person has a home but that is one of the major things I would work at if it was me. It’s strange I see people on the street and on the bus and have to wonder what is going through their minds or if anything is going on up there. In a very very sad way whatever is going on in my life seeing people like this kind of makes me feel better about what is going on in my life. I know this kind of makes me a bad guy but oh well.

New Year More drinks.

It’s the 3rd day of the New Year. I must say I am positive that it will be a good year. So far this year I have met up with two very nice women. I even have a lot in common with both of them so things are going well. Now I do have to say one of them is a little intense when it comes to her professional football team. As a matter of fact I really don’t think that it would be safe to take her to a sport bar with other people around. The images of a very large bar brawl breaking out seems like it really might not be that far off from the truth. The other female is a huge Sci-fi fan. If there is one thing about me that I kind of keep to myself is that I am a huge geek. I love Sci-fi and everything about it. Comes to find out that we both share a fondness for the same show. OH man a fellow geek I am so giddy with joy. Ok that last line will never be spoken of in mixed company again.
I have a new outlook for the year. I’m going to live this year with a focus on improvement. One of the first things I got out of the way was kicking my best friend in the ass. Why you might ask? Well over the weekend I got the chance to sit down and talk to his wife. We don’t talk all that much since he and I go out to the bars without the women folk. Mostly so that I can get into as much trouble and he doesn’t have to explain it all later. Now the reason that we got into it was because I come to find out that his wife has been diagnosed with MS. Now some of you might ask now why would that be any of my business? Well in most instants it wouldn’t be. But this is kind of different. My best friend who I have known for the last oh 12 years, knows that my mother also has MS. He has listened to me talk about all the things that my family has had to go through and do to help her out. Yet when his wife who I know and am friendly with has the same thing I am last to find out really. I think that what it is that I am more hurt that he didn’t turn to me to ask me questions. Now his wife knows that my mom is sick with the same thing she has so we sat and had a long talk about everything that I have been through and what some of the things that my Mother has gone through. Now for good reason she is scared and wonders about her future. They have a baby that isn’t even a year old yet she is having problems holding her already. My friend is very pig headed so I know he is kind of in denial right now. It’s to be expected so I don’t fault him on that. I know for the first part of my Mom’s illness I was very much in denial.
So that is how my year has started out. I am putting last year behind me and moving forward at full speed ahead. I am not going to have last year hold me back or keep me down. This is the year that I come out of my shell and show just what I can do. And if all else fails. This is the year that I go on a rampage and end up in a rubber padded room. Either way I am going to make the most out of it and hope for the best. Talk to you all soon.