One week later.

So it's a week after all the crap that I went thought for my birthday. Once I stepped back from the whole thing I realized what had me so pissed off. It wasn't that I was the most pissed off that I got dumped. It was the fact of how and when I got dumped. How is it that someone up until that morning was the person that you were seeing. And without any warning or sign just up and cut all contact. I can't see why she wouldn't have just done it the day before or even the week before. It's not like this is something that just happens. Oh well it happened and I moved on. I have to give much credit to my female friends though. I love them for being there for me and being my friends. They all said the same thing. “want me to beat her up?” Lol you have got to love friends like that.
On another note it's not my third week at the new job. It's good, I feel like a weight had been lifted off my shoulders. All the guys that I work with are great. It's a very relaxed office and everyone here is friendly. I have to say I hate my commute but other than that it's great. Now I am looking for my new apartment. The funniest thing was that the friend that I am living with now tried to give me her opinion of what I should do. ?? wtf are you joking? She should be really happy that I am working so hard to get off her couch. Not telling me I should get a roommate. I tried of living with people for right now. But for now I want to be able to come home sit my ass on my couch and watch TV in my underwear. I don't want anyone talking or anything. Just leave me to myself and let me veg for a couple of hours.
Now tell me who wouldn't want to do that? I tell you what I am looking forward to it for sure.

Another reason not to enjoy a birthday.

Well it’s April 21, 2007. I am now officially another year older. I was going to write this update yesterday. But I figured that I should wait until after my birthday night was over. Well the plan was to meet up with the girl I was seeing. We were going to go to dinner and maybe a movie or something more. It was going to be a very fun night. Well let’s just say none of that happened. All day I had been getting well wishes from all my friends and it was going well. I had talked with my friend the night before and everything was great. On Friday morning I get a message for a happy birthday and then a hope “that my day is better then hers”. At this point I had to ask what was going on. I never heard back from her. I mean we have plans for later that night. Well I never heard from her all night and from the look of it she has cut out all contact with me. I know the first question most would ask is what did I do wrong? Hell I have no clue. The day before everything was going well and we were still making plans on what to do. So it’s looking like the happiness I did have is replaced with a feeling of WTF? Damn here I though I had found a nice normal girl to go out with. And I was going to enjoy a good thing. Well that’s out the door. Hell anyone that would stand someone up on their birthday can’t be a good person anyway right? OH well back to the drawing board.

A New Start

I really can’t believe what kind of year I am having. I mean while it may not have been one of the best years of my life it has for sure been a good one. Since my last post there really has been some good news. And the only reason I haven’t posted it as of yet was I was just waiting for the other shoe to drop so to speak. It seems that I have become known as the guy that is always down even when I am happy. Well can’t help it just had too much crap go right then go wrong all in the same time.
So Lets begin with the love life. That is great. The girl that I met before I went up to San Francisco has been wonderful. She is the type of girl that is happy just to spend time with you. We laugh smile and just have a great time spending time together. I think about her all the time and it seems that she does the same. Yea I know there is that whole half empty glass again. Well since I don’t get to post as much as I want I will tell you more about her after my birthday. Which is the 4/20. go ahead I have heard all the jokes, so no worries. Well her birthday is the 18th so we are going to spend that time together and have fun.
This birthday is going to be a very good one. Why you might ask, well other then the new girl? After about 2 years of really hard looking I have found a new job. LOL it’s funny but I couldn’t even admit that I had done it until I went in and signed all the paper work. I mean hell I didn’t even tell my parents until after the ink was dry. Now that really is waiting for the other shoe to drop. It’s a good company that I am really looking forward to working for. The really great thing about it is I will now be making the money that I should be. I am able to find my own place and really t life going. Well that’s all I got for now. Everyone be good and I ‘m going to work on my attitude.