OH just kill me slowly you sweetheart.

I been trying to write out this post for about a week now. The reason is that it seems that things have been going well and I didn't know how to put things. Well after the last post I did go out with the young woman my friend set me up with. Yea so with that I have to say this has been the longest week of my life to tell the truth. Now with me saying that you would think that it was a bad week. It was very much the opposite really. The girl my friend set me up with has one thing on her mind and pretty much nothing else. I know that sounds funny coming from a guy but it's true. The first night we went out everything was very much above board. I was a gentleman all night. Well it started getting late and since I didn't drive she offered to take me home in the morning. This was all good to me so we went to sleep very innocent and all. Well all that lasted until the morning where she decided that things have to move along a little faster. And that is all she wrote. In the words of the friend that set us up. She is going to kill you if you keep up this pace. I though she was just being funny but after this pass weekend It's a done deal. If we keep up this pace I am doing do die. Die happy yes but die none the less. OH well it's much better than having someone that hates sex isn't it? So I am going to sleep tired and waking up even more tired. Oh well what a hell of a way to go you know?

Want to be my Wing-Woman???

Oh damn now I am in a good mood. I am in a good mood because women make great wonderful wingmen. I went out this past weekend and really had a good time. I was with a friend of mine and she was my wing-woman so to speak. Well right when we get to the bar we go outside to hangout. We were sitting at our table maybe about 20 minutes when I went to kind of look the place over. I though I would look around and let my friend maybe talk to the guy she was checking out without me standing there. Well I go and then return and not only is she not talking to the guy. She is now talking to the girls that were sitting right next to us. I was like well ok I though you were going to talk to the guy. She decided to talk to them instead. And this is where it's great to have a wing-woman. I had told her one of the girls was cute. Well it seems that my friend had told the cute one what I said. Now if that was another guy it would have been looked at as a pick up line and the convo would have stopped right then and there. But the women at the table just giggled and invited me to sit with them. After that we just all talked and I got a chance to talk to the one I liked a few times alone while they went out dancing. It was a great night all around and now I have a date with a cute girl. Here is to women being the best wing-women ever. `

Damn it one more round please

Oh why oh why do I drink so much? Wait a better question is how can I drink so much? It’s now Sunday evening and I am starting to feel just a little bit better. My Saturday was a busy one. I had to run some errands so I got an early start. Everything I had to do was all in the same area. Also it was only about 2 miles away. So being it a great day around here I decided to walk. I felt good about it and it was great exercise. After running the errands I went to lunch. There is a place around here that is called the YardHouse. It has a shyt load of beers on tap. I am thinking something around the number of 150 beers at least. So this is how my day started. Oh what a great start to the day. After having a couple of drinks at YardHouse I decide to come home and continue the fun. I was talking to a friend online. She was going to go out with some of her friends. Since she was going to be around here we decided maybe we could have some fun. So she comes over we have some fun then I head to my bar and she heads to hers. Fun was had by all. Now this is where it gets a little bit interesting. In July of 06 I went to this same bar and met two women. While both were very nice I really hit it off with just one of them. We got together that night and enjoyed some time together. We went out a couple of times and then things just kind of went south between us. I didn’t understand why it just did. I cared but it wasn’t going rule me. So I am at the bar last night. I see this woman that I have seen before but tonight she seemed really familiar. She looks like the friend of the woman that I had hooked up with the year before. So after drinking I think the 6th beer of the night I got brave. I went up to talk to her and asked her if she was who I though she was. Well she was and before I could even ask how her friend was she popped the news to me. Within the year and couple of months the girl that I dated had gotten married and had a baby. Damn I have heard of people moving fast but damn really? Now this had thrown me a bit. Not because she was happy. But mostly because within a year she had found complete happiness that I had been looking for. While she is happy I am barely one step pass where I was a year ago. I do have a new job where I can get back on my feet. I also have an apartment of my own. While I have had made some progress in my life I don’t really feel like it’s been enough. Yea I think this might have been the thing that pushed me to drink those 4 last drinks. Yea just when you feel low about yourself just drink more booze. We all know how that helps things out. Well I’m on the wagon for now. At least for the week or so lets see how that goes.