The Search is on.

Ok so its 2 days until Thanksgiving. I have been trying to sit down and write something but I have been beyond busy at work lately. Well busy is a little bit of an overstatement. I have been stressed more than anything else. It would seem that the idiot that they hired wanted more money. So what does that mean? It means that a few people got fired and their jobs are now outsourced to somewhere else. So do I feel safe in my job not even close. I have spent a few weeks looking for a new job and also talking with friends and people I know in the industry. I am going through this in a totally different way then I did before. Yea so this has been a very stressful couple of weeks. It's starting to get to me but it nothing I can do but find something new. Try my best and keep my nose clean. Oh man this is so going to be fun.

On another note my relationship with my friend has been going well. We spend time with each other as much as we can. But the interesting part is that I am not sure if we are moving into the area of a real relationship yet. It really seems like we are but the moment that it might come up she gets a bit scared. At this point I'm not really worried about it. It will just have to play out how it plays out. It's the only way that we can do it so. I will let it play out and see if she comes around or not. So on to the holidays oh how I can't wait.