Wake up you idiot I'm talking to you.

Ok I am an idiot. Yea I had to say this after what happened this weekend. I am an idiot just for the fact that I fell asleep while in a very very serious conversation. Yea my girl and I were having a great conversation. It was very open and honest. We talked about our relationship, children and where we are headed. And pretty much in the middle of talking about all this I just pass out. So she went to sleep very disappointed in me. I can really understand what she is talking about. She opened up to me and what do I do I fall asleep without saying good night or even “Honey lets talk about this tomorrow”. Yea I would be upset also. It’s almost like I didn’t care or something. We talked more about what happened and while she does know I was tired she is still very hurt by it. Well next month we are going on a cruise together and I have a few surprises in store for her. I am going to get a limo to take us to the cruise port and have flowers sent to her the day before. Yes I am really pouring it on. But to tell the complete truth I was going to do this way before we started having this problem. So it’s just me going forward with plans as I thought about. Can’t wait it will for sure be the most fun I have had in a long long time.