My geekdom has exploded

OOOhhhhhh I am so the biggest geek. I can't help myself. I have been into comic books since I was 13 years old. I really didn't get really into it until I was about 16 or 17. This was when I could drive and be able to go do the comic book shop. I have read X-man, Superman and other books. But my newest book that I have fallen in love with is called “The Boys”. I have falling in love with this type of comic book. The reason being it's not your normal type of comic. Yes it has superheros, but the supers are not perfect images. They do drugs, have sex with hookers and it's written by a great writer. The writer is Garth Ennis. If you have a chance please do check out his books.  Oh but if you are faint of heart, you might want to check out something different. Garth's books will damage the faint of heart for sure. 

You better change for the better!!!!

It's funny but people ask you for respect. Yet those same people can't bother to treat you with the same respect that they ask for. They tell you that you don't appreciate them and how you do nothing. Yet it is they who shows the disrespect. They want you to do as they say not as they do. They will tell you sweet nothings and how much they care. All the while getting everything they want. Why should they care? You grew up rough? Well guess what that is no reason to treat me the way you do. You have something to prove maybe? That you can't get hurt? You don't like it when people are mean to you? You don't like it when they talk about you as if you weren't' there? But yet you will put others down without a second thought. You who proclaim to be the nicest of nice is always ready with a backhanded remark. Or at the very least something sarcastic to say about others. Always a prank at someones else expense. So tell me just how is this showing respect? How is this showing the people you say you care about just how you want to be treaded? Maybe that you can hurt others as much as you have been hurt? In the end all you do is just make sure that you will always be alone. For you it's more about keeping up appearances then its to be real with people. Oh you want everyone to think that you have it all together but do you? Not even close. Well I hope your image is just how you wanted it. Because with the way you are going that is the only thing you will end up with in the end. You say you will never change the way you are. But why is it that you want every one to change the to your way of thinking? You are not the model image that everyone wants to live up to. Your life is your life. Your life is not the be all end all. Either you will flex and change or you will forever be alone and lonely. Well either that are you will keep finding the losers you were surrounding yourself with. You were so happy with them now weren't you?

Oh come on really?

I can't believe how much I am glad I am that I met the woman I did. I was going back over some of the females that I have gone out with over the years and thinking. OH damn do they have some problems. It really is great to know that even though you might think the woman you are with now is insane sometimes. (more on that later) It's nothing compared to the insane woman you could have ended up with.

Ok the new reason I think the soon to be Mrs. Gamer is insane. Somehow I am in trouble with her over falling asleep. We went out to her moms house and I told her earlier in the day that I wasn't feeling well. Her mom calls and ask if she could come out. We are not close to home and it made no sense to come all the way back home drop me off and then go to her place. Too much driving and not a lot of gas in the car. And since I am not working and what ever money we do have is going to the wedding. I didn't think a waste of gas like that would be smart. Her mom isn't home when we get there but she has a key. We let our self in and watch a movie. A chick flick of course, like I had any choice in the matter. Next thing I know I am asleep and out like a lite. Now even when I told her I wasn't feeling well earlier . And the fact that this was told to her before her moms call. She thinks I am being anti-social and not wanting to be there. OH yes being sick is anti-social. Nothing more fun then to have someone throwing up on you while you are talking to them. I will just let her get over this crap and find something else to stress out about. Damn it and here I though it would be getting better.