3 more months

It's March 1st today and I can't believe I have been out of work this long. Last time I was out of work this long I had at least a few more interviews than I have had. Since October first I have had only one interview. When I say one interview I only mean with one company. I'm not use to that at all. I have the experience and the skill sets to get the jobs that I have applied for. I just can't figure out why no one is calling. I will just have to keep my nose to the grind stone and not let up on the search. On another note I think the stress of this wedding and not working is starting to weight in on both of us. We are so touchy that anything and everything just sets us off. But for some reason it always starts the same way. She wants more sex, even after saying we should wait until after the wedding. Now this was her ideal in the first place. But she can't go through with it and it's my fault because I keep reminding her about it. I'm Sorry but if you are going to keep bringing it up until I say yes. Then I am going to keep you on track. She seems that she is very insecure and it's driving me insane. She wants me to always prove that I am attracted to her. I think that has to be one of the reasons she is like this. We are going to have to work on this otherwise there is trouble down the road.