An update

So the update is this. Two weeks from today I was to be getting married. As things go right at this moment that will not be the case.  As of right now we are talking things out and working on the things that went wrong, mainly me. What I didn’t understand is that to save up money you had to be discipline in it. Now here is the funny part. When I was younger I saved up money, lunch money, chore money any money I could find. I had no problem back then. Now it seems that the debit card is my worst enemy. Now we are going to work on a plan to help me with this. We are also going to go and get consoling for our relationship and with our money issues. Last night we had a very long and humbling talk. And it was very good to really sit and talk about these things. It should have happened a long time ago but it didn’t.  So now I know that she still wants to marry me and live with me forever. The only issue I have now is that she wants me to get her parents blessing. This I’m not really sure how I feel about this. Here is the problem. She has a Mom that has been married three times already. This is also the woman that abandoned her when she was young. So this is a ringing endorsement for a loving mother. Her Father on the other hand is an interesting man. He loves to be the center of attention. He also loves hanging out with women old enough to be his daughter. He has been married 3 times. The last one left him and took the kids out of the country and it really doesn’t seem like they are ever coming back. There are other issues that I can mention but it doesn’t excuse what I have done. But it makes the fact that she wants me to get their blessing just out and out strange. I almost think that she is just trying to see how far I will go for her. But at this point I will just play it by ear and hope for the best. Just have to keep moving forward for sure.