Another day down

It’s been a few weeks since I have blogged. I think I have just been trying to put everything in my life together so that I don’t freak out when I think about it. The sweetie and I have started our counseling sessions. So far we have had two of them. The first one was really easy because it was just a get to know you session with the therapist. After that things around the house went from tense to a little less tense. Then we got into another disagreement. Not even a fight just a damn disagreement. Well that blew up in our faces so the second session was just oh so much fun. She cried, I did not. We found out a little more about each other that we liked and didn’t like. We also worked through a few things also. But like always it seems that I am paying for a lot of things other people have done to her. From her father to her past boyfriends, I am baring the brunt of all their past deeds. Oh and it’s so much fun to live down those people. I am expected to change overnight but not given even the slightest chance to do it. The therapist gives us homework and it does help. At this point it’s just a lot of long hard work. But I think she Is worth it so I will do it.