stressed but loving it

Today I have decided to write up something to try and describe that the hell has been going on in my life the last couple of weeks. I am still working and I do still love my job. But in my 12 years in the video game industry I have never been part of the drama that I have been a part of in the last couple of weeks. Since starting this job I have had to suspend a couple of people. I’ve had to fire one guy. I have had to drive my bosses car home so that she could get there safely because she was threaten at work. I have had fake “death threats” and lots and lots of crying. The sad part about it is that this has been focused on one person. But I do have to say I still love this job and can’t think of anything else I would rather do. My girl and I have been getting together better than ever. We went to our therapist and even she said we have done a 180 since we first came in. We have come a really long way since we first started seeing her. It’sbeen the most amazing thing ever. We have gotten to the point where we have started talking about getting married again. We have just started so we are not making any plans right now. My girls’ biggest issue at this point is her mom. Her Mom tends to be a very bitter person about everything. Oh well she is too old to change and I know it. I will deal with her when I have to and not have her stand in our way. Sleep is not mybest friend right now but my other best friend and lover is making everything good.