The next thing on the list.

So four months ago I was on cloud nine because I started a new job at a great company. The opportunities were vast and hopeful. Now we are four months from that time. I have learned so much and I still love my job. The people for the most part are great. I couldn’t ask for a better boss. But with that said it is looking like starting Monday I will be back to beating the pavement in search of a job. Our night shift testing will be done on the 29th of October. Seems because of budget concerns and just overall luck of the draw, I am no longer among the employed. How do I feel about that? Well I am upset, kind of lost in the “what am I going to do now”? But with that being said I feel like I am in a much better place than I was last year. I have the backing of a great boss that thinks I have been doing a good job. She even fought for me to stay. I am at the point where I am not sure how I should feel. I know for a fact that this is the first time I have left a job and not been pissed off with the company. Or even pissed off at anyone in the company. I just need to get busy and find something permanent that allows me to take care of my family the way that they should be taken care of.