relaxing at last.

I can’t believe I have not posted anything in the last couple of weeks. It’s not that I haven’t had anything to say. I have even started typing out a few little things that have happened. I just couldn’t finish the thoughts that went along with them. I have been working some insane hours. I have been averaging about 60 + hours a week. Sleep and I have not been good friends lately. It seems to come and go as it pleases and leaves me awake till the wee hours of the morning. It sucks when I can go to “sleep” and awaken all before the sun comes up. It’s really starting to put a bit of a strain on my piece of mind. I am enjoying work and other than trying to keep everyone on track here it’s been going alright. I need to stay on top of these guys sometime. They tend to lose a bit of focus if I don’t watch them like a hawk. It’s funny but I have become more of a damn baby sitter than I have ever been before. They feel that since the job is kind of easy that they don’t have to pay as much attention as they should. What is sad is that even when I am standing over them they think this isn’t reflecting on their performance. At the end of the day part of my job will be to evaluate their performance and with them lacking. The future isn’t bright for them that Is for damn sure.
Next week I have my anniversary and I can’t wait to have a long weekend with my girl. But right now there seems to be a few issues. I sent out the damn deposit over three weeks ago. I called today and the damn place said I don’t have any deposit on record. Oh hell no, I have the damn money order copy anybody spent that money order there is going to be hell to pay for sure. I have had this all planned out for over 2 months and for something to fuck it up in the last week, I don’t think so.