Damn what a moody week.

It’s funny; I am sitting at my desk and wondering? What the hell is wrong with me these days? I have a beautiful wife that while she drives me insane some days she makes me so happy. I am working with awesome people. I have a roof over my head and a car in the driveway. I have family and friends that love and care about me. Yet with all this going on, I am feeling depressed is the best way to describe it. It’s almost like a mild depression. I don’t feel as if there is no hope. I just feel as if “I am 43 and I should be further along in my life”.   Things that I used to do that would bring me happiness don’t affect me the same way.  To tell you the truth it seems that this is something that just started happening. I am guessing I am just going through a mood lately.  I do have a person that I am seeing that should be able to help me. So at this point I am just going to have to see my shrink and hope that helps.  Life will get better from here of that I am sure.