Grin and be happy.

Wow what a roller-coaster ride of life…  I went to the mind doc and got a bit of insight for the way that I was feeling. I have always had a hard time accepting when things are going well that it will always be that way.  I am not saying I have had the hardest life.  As a matter of fact I would say I had a really good life growing up.  My family traveled, we hung out and my brother and I played sports. Hell my parents were a huge part of that.  You know ‘Team Mom’ and ‘Coach’ type of being involved parents.  Even with all of those things going for me growing up. I still have this fear of when will that other shoe drop?  I have got to stop thinking this way.  I have to enjoy what is going on in my life.  Enjoy what is happening and stop looking for the bad things that are coming from around the corner.  So that is my plan for life. I am going to stop worrying and live life as it should be lived. With a smile on my face and pep in my step.